Feeling happy, fulfilled, and peaceful

Ok, I'm feeling low. But that's not what I want to write about. Not that it matters. I don't think anyone reads this. Maybe that's ok. I'll have more freedom that way. Instead of writing about feeling low, I want to write about feeling happy and fulfilled and peaceful. I am happy, fulfilled, and peaceful. Life is good. I don't know what is going to happen next, so that means ANYTHING could happen--like an adventure or an unexpected gift. I am learning how to love myself and it is a slow process. Right now I'm so sensitive to anything that could be considered negative feedback that I cringe at the thought of something new. That's probably because I'm already beating myself up. Perfectionism is overrated. But then there are people who really do seem to tune into what's wrong, rather than what's right. I'm also working on not being one of those people. Sure, I need to critique--what works for me, what doesn't; what seems helpful and what doesn't; what I want and what I don't want. But, I don't want to live in negative land. I am grateful for all of the wonderful things in my life. I expend my energy exerting whatever positive influence I can--especially with myself. Perhaps it is a blessing that I am not employed full-time right now. Workers seem to be treated as if they have no value and I would not like that. Perhaps it's best if I'm not "out there" until I can be treated properly. I am a divine creation of the Universe and I have great value. Spirit holds me in Its care and I am well. And So It Is. Now I'm going to take bath and watch something relaxing on T.V.